Finding Myself.

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We all have heard it countless of times. Always be yourself, everyone else is already taken. Life is too short to be someone esle. Believe in yourself.

Sure, I totally agree with all these cheesy quotes but they make it look so much easier than it actually is, to find out who you are. The past few months I have been searching for myself. I’ve been trying out new things. Some worked out to be amazing, others.. Not so much. Today I’d like to tell you about my change.

MUSIC

Though this doesn’t look like such an important thing, it is to me. I listen as soon as I get home from school to music. It’s a huge part of my life though I do not seem to realize that.
Because of some actor called Tyler Posey, I started listening to PopPunk. Though no one at my school would ever guess I like the genre, I am totally loving it. Bands as Neck Deep and Blink-182 are amazing!

But, I do have to say that I sometimes can get head-aches of the music too. Than I prefer to listen to the more country-ish music. And sometimes those top 2000 music hits to which you can sing along to.. Wonderful.

CURLS

I used to have straight hair that had a perfect shiny and fell perfect on my shoulders. Puberty changed that lots. My hair started to change to a super frizzy and puffy and horrible style. Years and years I did not realize this was because I brushed it.

On my trip to Salamanca my teacher told me not to brush my hair any more. And since then, I am a curly head. Not total curls, but more wave hair and I am loving it so far. It’s definitely more fitting to who I feel like I am.

NOT THE STANDARD

Clothing. The number one thing often for girls my age. Though I only find it annoying, because time over time you need to found an outfit to wear. Besides, clothes are expensive and I dislike most of the clothes in a shop.

Since I bought this shirt, I felt the need to change my fashion style. I don’t want to be one of those girls who only wears adidas and nike, has twenty Ralph Lauren Caps, only poses in the prayer squat or takes selfies with a hand covering her face as her IPhone 6+ shines in the background, who is obsessed with Drake and dark colors, has super straight hair, thick lips and loves chokers.

No. I don’t even like any of those things. No offence to people who are like that, if you like being that way than be the best version there can be but for me, it’s no option.

One problem though, I do not know where to find original clothes.

 

Now I have a very important question for you.
Who are you?

Caption-Inspiration for Instagram!

It’s that time of the day, week or maybe even month that you have made a photo you want to put on instagram. After adding maybe some filters, it’s time to open up the Instagram app and post the picture. This is only where the hardest part from uploading a picture starts, because what in the world could you put in the caption?

So today, I searched some cute summer-related quotes that might look nice and unique under your photo! Let’s go.

The tans will fade but the memories will last forever.

All I need is vitamin sea.

Every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back.

Don’t allow your wounds to turn you into a person you’re not.

Life is not a problem to be solved, but a reality to be experienced.

Tell me the story about how the sun loved the moon so much he died every night to let her breathe.

You only realise how much you care when it’s too late to say goodbye.

And that last one pretty much explains my last few days. My grandfather had a heart attack and I just can’t let it sink it. Somehow I feel like I’m not allowed to find distractions. I’ve cried all evening and my head-ache won’t stop. It all happened so unexpected, and I wish I could’ve said goodbye.

Goodbye, best friend. I love you.